if I knew
That one day immortal wounds of emotional lack you will grow in my heart
if I knew
That memories of you will perpetually play back in my head as if they where a tv commercial I could not get rid of
if I knew
That trying to forget you would only cause me amnesia
I would still want you as the heroin you are today

See that's the sad part about you
Your the reason why I broke the reset button in dating life
Not knowing the one day you will only break my heart
So how do you expect me to start over!!!
how do you expect to understand when you said game over?
But see that's the thing
You think your pain and mine are the same thing
But how dare you compare your paper cuts
To my gun shoots
How dare you believe that I can simply walk out of your life without psychological side effects
or withdrawal symptoms

And know .and i know.sometimes in my poems I meant seem obsessed
But it's not my fault I'm love sick
and sometimes it gets to hard for me to speak
Because my emotions act like hypnotize the moment my eyes lay on you

So I guess it is my fault ....
for falling in love with you
and For lying myself I was ever good enough to handle you
I'm not in your league
infact we don't even play the same sport

Me saying I can have you is like saying villain saying he can take over the world