i wont mean to break your heart
like you've broken mine.
i won't mean to walk away
like you've walk away and lefted from the start
i wont mean to cry most night from a lost presence
like you've cried over your bad habbits
i wont mean to grow in your foot steps
like you the path you've made for me
i wont mean to live confused
like you've lived for me to have no purpose
i wont mean to act the opposite of what i am
because you've taken my innocents
i wont mean to be set free from the memories of your dirty embrace like the lies you've whispred in my ears
i wont mean to blame myself for actions that've gone unspoken of like the action you've made on me
i wont mean to be afraid of the dark
like you've been afraid you'll be caught
i wont mean to look for myself in other people
like you've felt yourself inside of me
i wont mean to dream of your death the absense of your life
like you've never been here before
i wont mean to hate you because of the comparision people have put on us
i wont mean to hurt you
like they've hurtin us
i wont mean to carry your burden
like the life you've never lived
i wont mean it
i promise i wont
but i will happen
and it has happened
the past cant be lefted
and the future cant be made
and neither are controlled yet