You came into my life,

filled it with joy, true happiness,

but it was just in my imagination.

I thought what we had was real, i let you inside, 

after years of blocking everyone,

you learned every aspect of me,

you used that against me.

I trusted you, because

i loved you

But you didnt.

That wasnt enough for me, and it shouldnt.

So i let you go,

but in letting you go i let myself go as well

it ws not right doing that.

what we had was not love

it was lust.

So i was wrong.

and I regret everything of it.