I want to talk about losing you,

how I slowly let you slip from my fingers,

watching you become happier with every text I never sent.

I want to talk about why I do not love you,

because you are probably out without me, 

happy and smiling, 

I've always had a gut feeling things would end like this.

I don't blame you for leaving,

this relationship is tiring. I understand, fully.

This is my fault,

I kept you waiting, 

you want to have a life,

I wanted you to wait for me. Like we always talked about.

We would meet, and everything would be happy. 

But I'm a tiring person, trying to save a relationship that cannot be saved. 

Here is my goodbye testament, my final words to you-

You will never not be on my mind because at the end of the day

I will always love you.