I want to be like Draden. Nice hair, nice face shape, cool freckles..and a boy.

I want to be like easton. Tall, rich, possibly attractive, also boy. 

I want to be like gavin. Tall, strong, smart. You guessed it- A boy.

I want to be like Eli and Gavin C. Long hair without being called girl, don't-give-a-shit kinds of people, smart..also 

boys. 

But I can't be like them. You just see me as Miguel. 5 feet 5 inches, stupid, ugly...girl