look; i'm so, so sorry
i thought i'd made you proud.
not annoyed, i'm full of misery.
because i stood out in a crowd.
wasn't normal, didn't fit in.
not in the future not even now.
i wish you understood me.
instead of laughing at me aloud.
what could i do?
to change your view,
other than cover myself with a shroud.
which was the king, which was the fool?
"couldn't have been you" no you didn't see how
i'm sorry. i'm so, so sorry
that i couldn't make you proud
but at least you have my sister.
to take my place once i'm in the ground.