I lost my brother
They not as strong as us
They gonna judge us before we make it
They gonna paint a picture of this person we is
But they would never understand the pain that I feel
They would Neva understand that you loved me forreal
Losing you was a hard pill to swallow
I still act shallow
As if one day you gonna come & sit on my bed
Seeing like that for the last time
Messed me up
I had nobody to talk to
I blame me for not begin their for you
Even though I saw you an hour before I got the news
I never told you how proud of was
I never told you how much you grown from when I met you
I let some disagree push us away
Now you gone & I can’t even call my brother
When I should be outside all sad you would come & talk to me
You would tell me it’s gonna be alright
Who gonna tell me that now
You was so proud of me when I stared working
You said it wasn’t much but it’s a start to take care of ours kids
You was a brother I never had
You didn’t judge me
You listen to me
You gave me advice
You gave me a hug when I needed it
When you died I got acusse of having sex with you
So I didn’t grieve you
Instead I blame you
& you wasn’t to blame