Everyday is indeed a new challenge with you.

If I could I would give up everything;
School, friends, boyfriends, beauty, talent.

Would give up everything to keep you with me forever
Heck! I've given up goingaway.
All for you but not just for you.
The separation would kill me.

It's incredible

For a year ago I was selfish and wanted nothing more than to travel.
Evidently God has a funny way of changing plans
Everyone can testify to this.
Love is God. Love changes plans.

What's going to happen from here?
How should I know?
Even the wisest cannot tell.
No. I can predict.

It's going to be difficult from here on out.

After all that's what the Doctor said isn't it.
Maybe He'll be wrong.

They can't tell you the outcome.
All we have is hope.
Keep the hope.
If I can motivate you enough;
Nurture you enough, maybe you'll be there for my wedding one day.
God can answer prayers.

Caring for you is the easy part.
At the end of the road I will cherish this.
Rough times will be fond memories.
Even though you were angry and confused.

Oh.
Facing the the thought of losing you is the scariest nightmare

You are my grandfather, a hero in my eyes.
Old, strong, stubborn, and silly.
Underneath the act I put on. I am terrified of saying goodbye.