I hate you

I hate your smile it makes me smile 

I hate the way you touch me with such kindness 

I hate the way you say goodbye as if you are coming back 

I hate that you ask but never give 

I hate the way you manipulate me with tears that mean nothing to you

I hate the way you wrap your arm around other girls 

I hate that I fell in love 

I hate that I blame myself for your mistakes 

I hate myself for even trying 

I stopped 

I stopped texting, calling, talking

I forgot 

You come back 

Please stop texting and calling I wont give

l love you but love myself more