Say something that I already know, I want to step out the same row, will I get that beautiful blue rose, I say I can but you repeatedly say no. I just wanted to get that chance to show, that I can glow like I said before, use to want friends more and mo, now it's crazy that you see me all alone.

I'll be the one to put it all on God and have him handle my life and see if I ever go wrong, hearing that he has test then that's a sign to get your shit together and get strong.

I been through it and needed to man up,

Hell Ima fall but Ima get up,

Needed something to prove just stand up,

Make a mess then mop it up,

Job interview then show up,

Make that hard working money pile up,

Celebrate for yourself pour up,

Haters go down and you go up.

((I had to do it ))

I got a huge problem with feelings, but they not the reason why I'm working, do things and people are against me, I guess that's why I stay in my head thinking. I can't ever say that I hate my life, people got shit way worse and that's no lie, it's crazy how I think about that every single night, just think how hard those people constantly have to fight.

You ain't the only person that got to deal with everyday problems, you can do it just know it's only gon get better, just grab that coat ahead of the bad weather.