I get that we’re two completely different people

I get that we’re not in the same place of mind

and I get that you couldn’t care less about how i spend my time

 

I get that you once were everything to me

and now everything is gone

and I get that you never felt the same way about me

so everything I felt was wrong

i get that you don’t understand me

& I’m glad you don’t

because if you did you wouldn’t be able to deal with the complexities of me

and who I am

and what I feel

im complex.. and i get that

 

I get that it’s easier for you to pretend that you have empathy and sympathy

but the epitome of who you are to me can be simply described as perfect

but the fact that you never felt the same way about me makes me wonder

was it worth it?

was it worth to have feelings masked between your eyes

and was it worth me wanting you in between my thighs

and i’m not sure what this feeling is

am i losing you or am i what you’ve missed?

 

but you don’t get that you make me lose my mind

every single time our memories perforate through my mind

and you don’t get the intensity of my infatuation

with all you are

and with this situation

I get it.. and i know you don’t

but it’s okay i did not expect you to.. because I know you won’t