I fear to dream like
Locations
I fear to dream like to fear to breathe,
Asking to much of the gods above,
Becasue when I dream I reach it,
But sadly I can't keep it,
Like rays that shine through a window,
On fingers that can't catch light,
I am said to be selfish and self-centered,
There are few times were I know this is true,
Like crying on a birhtday cake made with love,
But blind and only thinking of missing faces,
Or walking alone in the rain,
After saying "Oh I'm just staying home,"
I fear to dream like I fear to love,
Because there is a word that follows love,
Trust,
And its sad to say I do not trust,
In myself,
In others,
In the world,
But I still dream and hope and pray,
But it will change right,
When it turns from selfiesh me to loving me,
TIll then I will fear dreams until it stops hurting me.