I feel like a waste
I try so hard to put on a normal teenager face.
I leave no trace of what i hide
There just so much i keep inside
I hord and keep it all within
It hurts me so much
I cant explain this pain
Sobbing over something that is nothing
Knowing that if i live to see another day who would even care anyway.
I would be forgotten.
Unknown girl commits suicide
The papers would read
Everyone gathering around but none of you cared when i was alive.
Wondering around.
Having not a soul to keep company.
Why should anyone care.
Nothing special about me.
Not pretty or popular like everyone else.
Im not social and feel the need to add stupid.
But it seems thats the only way to get noticed.