Numb from the knees down to my feet

Will I die tomorrow or am I slowly getting defeated from the inside out?

Doctors don't know what's wrong

Can't understand what's happening

It hurts? Of course

Does it burn? Always

Do I cry about it? No, I'm to strong to shed tears

Am I dying? Maybe or maybe not

Is there anyway to fix it? I don't know

Will I live to see myself graduate and have a family? I believe so

Can doctors tell me what's wrong?

Or is this apart of God's plan?

I don't know but whatever's wrong, I hope I live to be able to see my future happen before my eyes...