I don't ask for a lot but I ask for a lot

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89117
United States
36° 8' 43.1988" N, 115° 16' 40.1952" W
89117
United States
36° 8' 43.1988" N, 115° 16' 40.1952" W
89117
United States
36° 8' 43.1988" N, 115° 16' 40.1952" W
 
I don't ask for a lot
But I ask for a lot 
And what I'm asking is for me to be what you need
Someone you don't give up on
Please 
Though i am selfish , and Possessive 
I have a illogical need to be needed
And want to be wanted
So you can understand 
Why I dont respond so well to indifference 
This insecurity stems from the desire to be extraordinary In the lives of people I know 
I want to be the person you cant let go
So let go of your pride
This one time
So we can see how this goes
How do these things Goes?
Contemplating If I Should leave or If you'll go 
ego
My ego wants to know that there something in me
That you can't leave behind
So I can Leave behind
My need for constant affection, consistency and security 
This insecurity
 stems from the fear
Of being replaceable 
Expendable 
Dispensable
Disposable 
So many synonyms for me not being able to handle this toll
Of being anyone's supporting role 
When I want to be the main cast
I want to be your first and your last
So if I become clingy 
Please forgive me
Being with me can become an hard task
And there's one thing I got to ask
Because I don't ask for a lot
But I ask for a lot
And what I'm asking for 
Is to be what you need
Please 
 

Comments

Zeneta03

omg this is so familar 

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