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It’s time I fully appreciate you.
As you fill the gaps daily I notice you but am afraid of your implications. You stubbornly come back for the better.
Humans lack a lack of things, more and more; you give us what we need. We’re surrounded by clouds but you clear the air around us and give us sight, create space.
I lay in bed some nights thinking about wanting to flip a little switch and feel myself click into place, overthinking my tongue tying itself, and you make your way into me and surround me with nothing
I try and almost fail to hold myself together every once in a while, and you make a barrier and let me reform myself. I make it through because of you.
So thank you. I don’t think I ever formulated the thought. I don’t know if I ever learned to think about you. I was never taught how silence could teach me comfort me bring me back to who I am complete whole so much more
You can stay, I really do want you here. I think it's time you knew.