I do my homework,I

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I do my homework,

I go to church,

I never get in trouble,

Why doesn't he love me yet?

I've cut my hair,

I've changed my clothes,

I laugh at his jokes,

Why doesn't he love me yet?

I've stopped eating,

I've stopped going to church

I've stopped listening to my parents,

Why doesn't he love me yet?

I start to drink into an oblivion,

I start to snort those little white pills,

I start to cut my skin deeper and deeper,

Why doesn't he love me yet?

I act like her

I talk like her

I walk like her

I am trying to be her 

so he will finally like me.

I gasp for air-

my world is closing in 

I wish he would like me.

I want him to like me.

I need him to like me.

But- 

but, 

but... 

He never will. 

 

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