How does one describe it?

When someone they trusted

  violates them?

It's too difficult for me to say...what it really is.

She took advantage of 

  the situation

  and me, I guess.

She took off my clothes, one by one.

As I trembled and squeezed my eyes shut,

she slowly pushed a finger inside of me. Then another.

I was shaking.

Penetrating and sucking and

rubbing and fucking.

When I didn't really want any of it.