How does one describe it?
When someone they trusted
It's too difficult for me to say...what it really is.
She took advantage of
and me, I guess.
She took off my clothes, one by one.
As I trembled and squeezed my eyes shut,
she slowly pushed a finger inside of me. Then another.
I was shaking.
Penetrating and sucking and
rubbing and fucking.
When I didn't really want any of it.