I lost faith in everything I believed
Lord knows the pain I have living with this grief.
I lost sight of who I am,
Can someone please tell me His plan.
I’ve done all the wrong I possibly could
There is no way in me turning good.
I’ve brought shame and anger upon myself
How dare can I go back when I’ve lost pride in oneself.
I don’t believe that I can be forgiven
But I beg of You please, don’t let me be forsaken.
I gave you my heart, and I gave you my trust
But all that means nothing when I keep growing apart.
I try and try to see the light through it all,
But it keeps getting harder when all I do is fall.
I know you can hear me, through my silent cries
So I’ll wait for your help that comes in any disguise.
I walked away from you for thousands of miles,
That all my sins kept lining up in aisles.
I denied your love, and I denied my faith,
Now look at me, I’m such a disgrace.