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I AM...
THE DEFINTION
OF UNBALANCED ETTIQUETTE,
LOUD WHEN I WANT TO GET,
SHAKING WHEN I SEE MY BREATH
BUT CONFIDENT NEVERTHELESS.
I AM...
THE LAST OF THE THE BIG HEARTED PEOPLE.
WHERE A PAT ON THE BACK
IS NOW AN INSULT AND A SLAP
FOR ALL MY DEDICATION,
LOVE AND HARDWORK,
ONLY TO BE OVERWORKED
OVERDEDICATED
BUT STILL GET THAT PAT...
I AM...
THE QUIETEST FORM OF DEPRESSION,
IF YOU EVER BEEN THROUGH IT...
I AM STARING AT MY WALL FOR 7 HOURS
BRAID DEAD
IN MY HEAD,
THOSE THOUGHTS AND QUALMS
THAT KEPT ME CALM
ABANDONDED ME WITH MYSELF
AND I HATE IT.
I AM... ANGRY
THAT NO ONE TOLD ME
THE SKY'S THE LIMIT
AND I HAD TO FIGURE IT OUT
MYSELF
AND CAME TO THE CONCLUSION
DURING MY CALCULUS CLASS,
THAT THE LIMIT
DOES NOT EXIST,
AS I GO
TOWARDS MY AMBITIONS AND
IT ONLY APPROACHES ZERO,
IF I LISTEN
TO THE OUTSIDERS,
THE NAY SAYERS
INSTEAD OF MY INTUITION.
MY MISSION IS THAT
OF A BIGGER VISION.
TO BE AN INSPIRATION
FOR ALL THOSE IMPRISIONED
WHETHER IN THEIR OWN
MIND OR IN THE CORPORATE SYSTEM,
I AM...
AND OLD SOUL
IN A YOUNG BODY.
AT 22,
I NEVER KNEW
I WOULD HAVE LOGGED
THIS MANY MILES
ON MY SPIRIT
WHERE NO ONE CAN HEAR IT
CAUSE THAT VOICE IS WORNED OUT
AND THE ONLY COUGH DROPS
ARE MORE COMPASSION
THAN THE PAIN THE BROKE IT
IN THE END,
I AM...
A CONFLICTED MIND
WHOSE BEEN THROUGH A LOT
AND WILL NEVER TELL YOU THAT HE
HAS BECAUSE,
PAST THE NUMBERS AND MATERIAL
POSSESSIONS,
HE REALIZED HIS LIFE IS A BLESSING
AND HE THANKS EVERYONE
HE MET IN HIS LIFE
FOR TEACHING HIM LESSONS,
AND THAT IS
THE MOST SINCERE OF
CONFESSIONS.
I AM JUSTIN LUBOS.
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