cant you tell? im scared

mortified

horrified

nightmares personified

through each little insecurity

why am I so cold when its hot outside

stress on my brain, take every chance I get to work overtime

they tried to take this life, when they know its mine

im a ghost, even the important times

money

is this another bill?

its all I want, its all I need

it could probably solve…..well everything

its sad because at this point id probably do anything

for that security

for that trust

you can call it vanity

you can call it whatever

I need it