Take one step back
My hands are trembling
Yet my feet are planted
Look at the world surronding me
Drops of blood falling from my face
falling from my wrist falling from my heart
Tear mixed blood pool my feet as I become consumed by a blantent agonied reality
Love is what I hear, Hate is what I feel
A darkened loneliness brings tears to the surface
My heart is bleeding, crying to be heard
wanting to be free, needing for someone to consistantly love me
With no interference, no intermission
My life is mine, I should not have to feel prisioned
I wish everyone would just go, Go! Leave me the ***** alone
Let me drown in my own mess.
Don't try and save me
I don't want your pathetic help
Leave me be to sort throughout my own created misery
bloody hands with cut skin
razor burns across my hips
life has faded into a nothingness
tear droplets mix with the bloody mess
There is no one left to save me
No one left who cares
I was left with my heart broken before me
Isolated from my entire world
Cast out like a lepor
hated for an unknown feature
Even those who thought knew me
could never get past my walls
Let them think what they want.
For they will never see me, they will never know