I guess there was something about her 

Something she posses that I didn't have 

Or maybe it was your statements that I just couldn't grasp

I know I wasn't the problem so why leave me blind 

If you would have told me earlier you knew I wouldn't mind

But that was my problem 

Some stuff I've learned to say F it too I actually need

But in my eyes the thirst for love is a form of greed

I loved you but I just couldn't express why and in the blink of an eye you were hers and not mine and I continue to ask why

But see, I know the answer to that question already 

I see you two together and my heart gets heavy

When you told me I was standing and I wasn't very steady 

What made you think that NOW I was ready? 

See you just fucked up

How long has it been, and when will it end

How long will I be just your "friend"

Baby that's not enough for me 

See I've come to the conclusion that I don't wanna be free 

I wanna be held and I wanna be teased

I want you to pay attention to every breath I breathe 

Do you want me? 

Or am I just here? 

Wasting my time until another chick comes near

Ready to commit bc I've been unclear of what I want when you know I still shed tears

I've been hurt

So my feelings are fragile 

Never let a boy in you and then scadattle 

Never let a snake near you if it rattles

And never let a nigga walk in your shadows

Yea, I've learned my lesson 

For everyday I was single I've avoided depression

Hiding my thoughts in a happy expression 

Hoping you accept my unbelievable confession

That I still love you

From the very top of your head to the bottom of your feet

From the way that you smell to the food that you eat 

I'd give you the world and you'd give me a star 

I honestly hope that this relationship doesn't go far

That's bad right? 

To wish that on a girl who may be willing to fight

While I'm on the side trying to reunite

I must be out of my mind 

Damn right

I'm ready to fight back

I don't give a damn whether her life falls off track

That's not my problem

Sure she might get hurt

But truth be told boo, I was here first.

Let's get a hold of reality and say that I'm cursed, with the lines that I write that could never be rehearsed

You said you'd buy me a galaxy

Are you promising her the same thing? 

I would hope not

Bc baby that was the love we shared 

And if that doesn't matter then you were never there

And everything you said is a lie and you never cared

About me

Oh I see

Maybe it was my fault 

Maybe I didn't show enough affection at all

Maybe to learn to walk I had to crawl and if the sun doesn't set in the west it doesn't at all

What did I miss? 

I thought that our bond was sealed with a kiss and even though I could never Reread this, it's always gonna be hard to be dismissed

I guess it is true what they say

That you never know what you have until it all goes away

I'll wish upon that star that you gave me and watch how bright it shines 

And hope to God that you'll always be mine