your always there... and its shows how you feel... how you really love me... this all must be real... you act so different... when u realize its true... but somtimes it hurts... when you do the things you do... it might not be deep... and it might not show much... but i know that it hurts... as if it where a real cut... i know you try hard and you just want the best... but its not only you... ive put the knife in my own chest... its you that keeps pushing... its you that demands... that its your way or highway... no matter where i stand... you know i am strong... you know id kill for you... i try so hard to show it... but somthing else keeps getting through... i get jelious and mean... and lash out like a beast... and the only thing stopping the pain... is knowing your still with me... id be your shadow if i could... id take on an army if u said... but the things that hurt me still... will never match the things i fight ahead... ill never forget... and ill never feel the same... about the things that have happend... to give me so much pain... but there will always be one thing... one thing to keep me strong... i know that i love you... and im right where i belong...