Heal My Choking Throat
Here I am—
Hiding behind poetic words,
Hating that I’m afraid to speak audibly.
Here I am—
Hearing my voice in silence,
Hoping these words will speak for me.
Here I am—
Halting tongue, flying fingers,
Happy with me, except for one quality.
Here I am—
Holding on to old crutches,
Hearing the creak of a worn-out apology.
Here I am—
How long will I choke on words,
Hedging around topics I see as too tricky?
Here I am—
Help me change, help me grow.
How can I let words keep dying inside me?
Here I am—
How long will I lie to myself?
Who says I can’t state my views bravely?
Here I am?
Here I am.
HERE AM I.