I cried for 48 hrs straight !

nothing healed me , but dirty as laundry !
It just kept getting in the way!

Wondering how I could paste thoughts !
Before they handcuff me ,

And I prepared a getaway!!
Murder I thought ,

Heady steady maddy !!
Trying not to get caught behind ,

Tempted charges and Tempted cases !
Was I wrong?

Or was I just so empty mentally ?
My train of thought was not there ??

Who birth ?
Who created you ?
Who loved you for you instead of the lil petty material things ?

Unlike we did or do ??
You where made from us ??

You get protected by us !
The pain in my eyes the pain in my body !

I hurt each day my ribs never seemed the same!!
Heady steady maddy !!

Trying to put feelings away !
Do I want in no I dont !!

People lie to get by ,
When they find out they ,

Was wrong but also not right !!
Than you would know why !!

Majority I look forward in my future ,
Cause it's not comfortable being anywhere near you!!

Only if I could get away with tempted charges,
Like they do !

They must be perfect as fuck !
But for real fuck you and you too!

Cause if you knew better you do better ,
For real for real ,

It's not worth the challenge or weather !
Cause I'll tie them together like A Dblock and a hot girl !

You can do you !!