I feel so down

Like I'm under the ground

I can't see in front of me

I'm stuck in "I will never be..."

I just want to give up

Because I don't feel that tough

I'm just a disappointment and failure

Compared to all my old friends

I feel like they will never get to see

The day when I get up and succeed

I'ts so far in the future

I am not even sure

It will ever happen.

I have almost lost hope,

It is so hard to cope

But I can not give in

Because

I am not a has-been.