Life,understanding my regrets and the intelligence that resulted from them. Letting go, stop obsessing about finding him. Staying focused, I'm in this for the long haul. I want success, fulfillment. Piece of mind. I want my name on it, signed sealed it's all mine.  I don't have to depend on anyone else to get it or keep it. All me, authentic, ginuine. Can look back and feel like my time was well spent. No resentments, I want happiness.