I live in a small town. In my town every look is a glare. Every “you tried” is a “you could’ve done better”. There is no “good job”. I live in a medium-sized town. In my town every “say no to this” is a “say yes to that”. There is no “you did what was right”. I live in a large town. In my town there is no “congratulations”. There is only “you did this or that wrong”. There is no love. I live in a city. In my city there is no love. There is only self-hate and destruction. There is nothing else. I live in Guilt. In my mind there is no one. There is only me. There is only guilt.