I want to leave.I want to escape.This life I got,How did I deserve this? Blade in hand.Tears running down my face.Should I?I don't know. I have a big enough closet,Rope is in the garage.Pills are in the medicine cabinet.My bedroom window could be an option. What if I was gone?Would I be missed? Would anybody notice?Am I even loved? Go away.Just leave me alone. Goodbye.