God Knows
God knows I've been trying
To get you out of my head
To stop with all the crying
And forget about what’s been said
I know I've made mistakes
That I would like to fix somehow
But I guess there’s no use in trying
To think about them now
I've put you through so much
More than I myself can take
But I didn't see another way out
It was my biggest mistake
Sometimes I wish I didn't ‘like’ you
That would certainly make this easier
But I guess I can’t change how I feel
I just gotta get busier
Now I have to replace you
Fall in love with something else
But is that possible?
Can I do it?
This whole thing just feels like hell
I never meant to hurt you
Never meant to say goodbye
I think of you when I close my eyes
And every time I cry
I will always miss you
Miss your smile, your laugh, your eyes
I’ll never forget to remember you
When I lay awake at night
You were there for me when I needed you
There for me when I cried
You told me things I needed to hear
Even if I thought it was a lie
You were the one that believed in me
You had the faith that I didn't
You showed me who I really am
You saw in me what I couldn't
No words would ever be sufficient
No words would ever be enough
To tell you thank you for loving me
When my life got rough
I will never forget you
For as long as I’m alive
You will forever be my little brother
Even if we said goodbye