Gloves
I know it isn't cold,
But perhaps my hands are.
Yes they are fingerless,
Which makes no sense to you.
But the cold is not the reason I wear them.
I wear the gloves for safety,
A warmth I can't seem to find.
They hide my shaking hands.
They hide my anxious mistakes.
They hide my shames.
I wear the gloves to hide
The rough and torn up skin.
Where they resemble my torn up mind.
My pains, my fears, my mistakes.
I need to hide it all,
Hide my body and mind.
Keep it all quiet,
Keep it all inside.
I wear my gloves all the time,
As people think nothing.
Unaware of what I hide,
I smile and laugh along.
With my gloves I am invincible,
I am invisible,
I am safe to be myself.