To a Friend
Today, I made a mistake;
I looked where I should not,
and I discovered memories
that I think you forgot.
Sometimes I wonder...
what went through your head.
How often, exactly,
were you hurt by things I'd said?
I wish to take it all back,
and change whatever happened;
I only want you to know
how deeply I'm saddened.
I had a best friend once,
and I made a mistake.
I always do things
to push people away.
Maybe one day,
we will talk again.
All that I really want...
is for you to be my friend again.