I don't want to,

 

But I'm being forced.

 

Against my will,

 

Against my heart,

 

Against my desires, hopes, and dreams.

 

I don't want to go,

 

It'll be fun they say,

 

It'll be social.

 

Not in my eyes,

 

Not in my heart,

 

There it's a nightmare,

 

There it's a tregedy,

 

There it's the worst thing that has ever occured.

 

I can't stand it,

 

Being forced,

 

Being obligated,

 

Against my will. 

 

Undeticated and unmodivated if I don't,

 

A horrible person,

 

And so I must,

 

I'll go, but not willingly.

 

I'll go against my will.