Lost. 

 That's how I feel. 

Lost. 
The world seems so bleak without you. 

 I feel like a fool. A fool for loving you. A fool for trusting you. 

A fool for sharing everything that I am with you. 
I want to be there for you, as a friend, or as love. 

 I want to be there. 

 But when you keep things from me. 

 When you act all shady. 

 When you lie. 

 I can't. I just cant. 

 I can't do this anymore. 

 People look at me and pity me for loving you.  

They think I'm stupid for putting up with so much. 

They think I'm dumb for not realizing the kind of person they think you are. 

I never thought id  care what others thought, because I always thought they were wrong. 

 I thought they just didn't understand our relationship. 

 I thought they were the fools for not knowing the truth behind such an amazing person.  

But lately, I'm starting to see what they mean. 

 It's one thing for me to make a fool of myself, 

 but it's another to be made a fool by someone who's supposed to love me.  

I'm done being made a fool of. 

 I'm done. 

so done.