Flawed
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I've been told
And I've learned it too be true
that the only way to happiness
is to be good enough for you
And I have a perfect secret
I've been keeping for a while
I hide my flaws and imperfections
underneath a perfect smile
In perfect slumbers, perfect sleep,
those imperfections slowly creep
through my body, thick as mud
and soon they're swirling in my blood
In every form that you can measure
I need to be the best
Smart, funny, lovely, kind,
my hips, my waist, my chest.
And I'll be flawless someday,
though it may take a while.
I'll stick my fingers down my throat
until I'm puking perfect bile.
So I'll smile my perfect smile
perfect lips and perfect teeth
though I'm empty, cold and breakable,
I'll keep it hidden underneath
A lovely girl
A pretty girl
that's what I want to be
But truth be told, the biggest flaw
I've ever seen is me.