First Crush
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Hasn't even been a day,
Yet I can already see myself falling for you.
I barely know your name,
But I want to speak it forever.
I've hardly seen your face,
However I want to admire it always.
It is a slow torture
Because I know I cannot have you.
It's a shot to the chest,
To meet someone so special
And never be able
To show how much they mean to you.
It is as if I've fallen into an unknown cave
And lain eyes on the most beautiful,
Most priceless treasure
Only to find out I can never do more
Than just see.
I will never get to touch, to feel,
To hold, to console
That beautiful treasure.
How I want to tell you, to show you,
How badly I want to be a part of your life.
How badly I want you
To be a part of mine.
I am aware
That it may only be a crush,
That it may pass one day
But who's to say it will?
As of now, I would go out of my way
Just to see if your day went well.
I want to be the one who makes you laugh
Even when you want to cry
I want to hug you tightly
And quietly tell you how amazing you are
And how much I care about you
How I want you to be mine.
But alas, all these things can only be true
In the vivid nocturnal theatre in my mind.
In reality, we can be no more than friends.
But in my thoughts, hopes and dreams,
You will always be my girl.