You give all you have..
Your only card to play..
You pour yourself out hoping it will pay off someday..
Mistake after mistake i seem to make..
Over and over when will i learn...
I long I yurn for that specieal feeling..
But feelings are temperal..
How will i ever see things in the literal, reality in the ways they really are..
I dont know when or how far ill have to go to find myself after being gone and lost, used and abused, I'm tired and without trust of anyone..
Out and about searching and watching seeking and looking waiting and wanting to find it.
What 'it' is I'll never know..Hopefully one day I'll have something to show..
For the great journey I've led
Sometimes almost feeling dead i still arose and did what i was supposed, to do..
It was all for you..
God the Father all is in your hands..
Please take this mere burden off the back of all man...
We lift you high and praise your name
For we are all apart of your Master plan...