I'm crying in the closet
Over a girl
That now is the moment
That I want my mother most.
I was shaking on the ground
When I started to stop,
I raised my head up
There were two black spots
Where my eyes had been
I started to shake again
I knew I'd be alone tonight
But I never knew how alone I'd feel
I've never wanted to call an ambulance,
But I felt like I was in a trance.
My heart felt like it was beating out of my chest.
I just wanted to get drugged and have a rest.
I started pounding on my breast.
I felt like a warrior going on a quest,
The punching helped conquest.
But as I lie still I can't help but suggest
That I have finally descended into madness.
Then I went and got the cleaning supplies,
And I made the room spotless.