Not a cloud in the sky
Thunderstorms in my mind
I was thinking how they say love is blind
'Cause she was a dime. Wanted her to be mine.
But I'm just to average
So she took advantage
Now I got this baggage. Incurable damage.
My friends always asking me how do I manage
I use that old adage
From some old passage
Shouldn't open up the box
if you ain't got the whole package.
So who do I call 'cause my heart is so fragile.
I guess I better do like what they say at Apple.
Turn my heart off and just leave it that way.
Next time I'll listen to what all my friends say
I don't need my feelings.
Don't need my emotions.
Because it seems that my heart just gets broken
Each time it's left open.
My motives are golden
But I guess once you've spoken
You become the parasite
And I'm just the host that you've chosen
And it's a shame. I brought you to my home.
And I introduced you to my homies.
I hope you know it's hard being alone.
But it's a whole lot harder when you're lonely.
Okay. I guess you were royalty and I was just me.
You were focused on who I was instead of who I would be.
But now that the lights in the club came on, can you see?
Why I never slept on you. I was up til bout three.
Workin on some music I knew you'd like.
But kept dodging me so I dodged the mic.
I gave you my heart but you tossed it to the wind.
I guess I'd better go back andrepent of my sins.
'Cause now I see where I went wrong with you.
I realize why I'm not cripping, but I'm fifty shades of blue.
Now I realize I should have listened to my crew.
Because you were a beautiful lie, and I only know how to keep it true.