Feeling lost

I've been so lost lately and I don't know what to do anymore.

Do I just wing it and not care anymore?

Do I not love anymore?

Because I'm at this point in my life where I feel like I really won't love anyone again.

Relationships just bring you down especially when they end...

You're always left with questioning yourself and everything you had with that person.

You're left with doubting everything that happened with them.

All the time and trust put into that relationship is gone.

The person you once knew so well you don't even know anymore.

You can't be happy anymore...

You're way too scared to get hurt again and put all your trust into someone.

If they loved you they would have stayed by your side rather then leaving you.

They always said you'd stay friends but that's too toxic for both of you.

You tried so hard to stay with that person that knew you better then anyone else.

But you can't sit there and watch them fall in love with somebody else.

You'll be stuck with a million of questions.

They'll never be answered. 

So what do you do?

Nothing you can't do anything anymore they aren't yours anymore...

This poem is about: 
Me
My community
Our world

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