A year ago, on this day
I clutch my belly and pray and pray
I know this is a monumental change
Is it something that I can take?
Will I have enough courage, and strength?
Will I still be the same?
Will such a tiny being
Be the big change this world needs?
Or will she fail, just like me,
Doomed for all eternity.
The skies crash down
My throat gets caught
On a giant lump of thoughts.
Regret, despair, I need some air
Please help me, show me
how to get there.
I hear you cry. A tiny squeak.
Tears fill my eyes as you speak.
I know from here. That this is it.
This is the final moment.
This is where my life picks up.
This is where I stand up tall.
I must have courage
for when you fall.
My little dear. Baby bear.
I will always be there.