I feel like my heart is starting to fade away

I feel like my soul is pleading for life

I feel like i dont want to know who i am

I feel like you aint really my man

I hate that i love you so much

I hate that i always fall for your bull shit as lies 

I hate that you are even my guy

I hate that i think of suicide

I hate that i want to cry

One day soon i will let go 

One day soon you wont see me no more

One day soon youll feel my pain

One day soon i wont be the blame 

One day soon One day soon