Left alone in the dark, I wasnt ready for the spark to disappear into the dark.

My feeling of desperation, tends to cloud my asperations. 

We talked, you mocked, and in the end I felt shocked

You walked all over my heart, and I knew it was a bad idea from the start.

The idea still seemed smart in order to follow the feeling in my heart.

Not being able to look at you the same, I hope I can contain myself through these days.

In the end i'll never be able to forgive this. 

Even if it was my one last wish. 

So now im erasing you off my list.

Something I should have done the moment we kissed, and I 

allowed you to exist.