Lost within, I still stand, reminscene the times I thought of you as a friend.

Closer than a brother, My ache for you was dear, my lover

As I close my eyes I seem to realize, what you really were

A monster in desguise.

 

Now all is said and done. My heart couldn't ever go back.

I have withdrawed from everything, just like that.

YOu were the greatest, that i've ever had,,, to have.

Back to you time and time again. bruises and welts, scars and scabs.

You were my hero even when the demon in your eye would flash right by,

and make me remember your way of life. All your dirty lies.

Everything you loved, I knew,

Everything you had, I got,

Everything you owned, I had taken.

 

Oh you don't know how I curse your name

I use all of you in vein.

My heart is forever traped within this lovely demon,

I had fell in love with many years ago.

Why do I still CRY?

please if anyone would tell me why?!

 

Iv'e come to an different exsistance,

you my dear are nothing of that instant. See I want you so dearly,

but understand you are no good for me.

you stole me right from the best moments of my life.