How simple is the solution really?
Is it really that easy to live with these feelings?
Can I learn how to live while hating myself?
Can I function in day to day life without some kind of help?
Will I learn how to cope with the anger, the pain?
Will I learn how to live with the sorrow, the shame?
I have hope that I'll figure this out,
That the voice of reason will drown out the screams and the shouts.
But looking at experience, I'll suffer my fate;
Even if I stay sober, my heart will drown in hate.