The blood pouring out of me is the life I couldn't contain.
I was to embrace a misfortune that brought me to my knees.
An escalation of events that made my mind ponder for a century.
I maintained a status quo yet the unsustainable rage building up was close to eruption.
I pleaded for a life without any meaning.
The standing silence kept me closed at hand.
Waiting for my pitiful soul to run dry and cast my body away to rot.
I believed in miracles and it's salvation for my daily torments.
I believed that I, a sinner, could be saved in this world of chaos.
I believed in the creature planted inside my head only to be deceived by it.
The roaring of the lion is what I hear creating unpleasant memories.
I suppress the words you said in vain to terrorize a dying body.
You chained my tongue to your bag of toxins.
You tied my vocal chords to wrap yourself around a figment of lies.
You blinded my mind and left my eyes to coward down in the darkness.
A phenomenal disaster I became attacking the innocent and protecting the wicked.
I carved my soul onto the walls to trap the chaos clustered in my heart.
I walk with no empathy towards mankind.
I’ve lost sight of what is good and evil.
I became greedy and gambled my life only to lose it within a blink of an eye.
I ravage the world now without a conscience.
I bury my desire beneath the sands of time.
I have become the monster I feared so much.