Everything wasn't as it seemed, it was so simple that it was all difficult. I never meant for you to be confused--I never meant to be confused myself. I wanted it to be true but you always had me feeling blue because you were confused. You not knowing my struggles and me not knowing yours. We wander in our minds down in this deep state of confusion--Infatuated with a thought that I would be better for your mind. That we could have something. But it all went down when I expressed this deep state of confusion. You didn't feel anything the apathy that you finally showed in the power of your words had me down. But then I realized I was In love with a mystery, a thought. It was never really true, and I feel released from the shackles that held me down to a beautiful mystery.