With all of this going on in my head, Im not going to lie i cant even think strainght. I cant go anywhere with out being questioned by the media or the press, If i could just do it all over again I'll make sure things are done better the right way with no mistakes. Yes i brought this upon me and I'll find a way to make things better, Even if It takes up forever. Yes i know my words may mean nothing to you, but if you only knew that this is nothing but the pure truth. I know that this day would come when you wouldn't believe a word that came out om my mouth and tongue. But even if i have to write letters and poems, I'll find a way to show you that everything I mean comes out of my heart and that none of it was to cause you harm.....