How do I find you? In this world that seems so big

I read the books but lack the action

I read the books and dream the scenes

I read the books and want the feeling

Where are you in my life? My soulmate, my companion, your friendship that I need so much in my life

I lack it all and want it yet you don’t show up, I’m getting desperate and I know I’m young

yet how much longer should I wait, for every moment seems lifeless without you

I miss a feeling I haven’t even felt and yearn for it so endlessly, once again where are you?